Disappointed

I am exploring again, this time looking for a new hangout. I like Hyde Park. The people are nice and friendly. Torric took me to a new dance place called UCG. I was about to ask if it was an all-Michael Jackson place, but then the DJ played some fresh Cure and I felt right at home. This time Torric didn't ask me about the statue skin; maybe he remembered me from before.

I feel lonely without my HPI friends. I don't know how this is going to work out. I am so disappointed in SL right now, like with the previous incident in which I was wrongly accused. What could be the matter with people? Or is it women? This is the second incident involving a woman. Maybe like RL society, SL has status tiers. All the very tall, beautiful and sexy avatars command the highest respect or at least like to think they're very important. I expect I fall to the bottom of that heap since I'm a shocking 5 ft. 2 in. and look nothing like a model. Is that the problem? I don't look like the other girls. I don't act like the other girls; I'm not all obsessed with the exterior. I am not perfect, but I respect you and I have manners. It looks to me like you can't stand not being the center of attention each and every moment of the day. For that, I feel sorry for you.

I've been very happy here and made so many friends and some really close ones I can't imagine life without. And, it seems I attract people who care less about the exterior and, in my opinion, less important aspects of your avatar. The appearance of your avatar shows me some of your personality and enables me to start a conversation with you. "That's a lovely dress; where did you get it? I hate shopping..." Beyond that, I am only interested in your inner beauty. You don't impress me with all your phony bling that can be bought cheaply here. Instead, I appreciate your politeness, kindness, intelligence and humor. These are priceless but can't be bought anywhere, least of all in SL.